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Wednesday, 18 June 2008

  • Okay THATS IT! Im gonna slam a table soon...-_-this is insane..Ipoh's connection sucks and i can't msn at all..
    SO boring la! No one 2 talk to and jus nw everyone annoy me

    SIMONE,do this
       Oh simone,can you do this for me
    SIMONE come here,anyway back to my story
       Simone this,Simone that SIMONE EVERY WHERE!!!!


    GOD! SHUDDUP PLS! I can't stand you ppl calling me for no reason! SHUT UP! Im about to cry ! Im so tired and yet you people keep saying :

             Simone,can help me do this ah..

    WHAT U THINK I AM?UR PERSONAL SCANNER OR PRINTER?Im not helping you for a minimum charge of 4 bucks!Yes or NO I DUN CARE- and it better be a no!
    And wad is wid ppl disturbin me in sleep?I was sleeping so nicely in school whenyou two came to my desk and said

    "HEY SIMONE" and weird thing was...u called me at the same time..=_= niffty
    and if u dun hv anythin 2 tell me- dun call me...My name is not a callin-for-fun thingi!

    "Anyway back to my story,"

     

    -_- u are egoistic dun u kno..
    You keep pestering me wid your lies
    I hate u
    I hate ur bag
    I hate ur hair
    AND i hate u disturbin me

    WHERES the loneliness i yearn for in schooolll!!! i jus wanna be alone but noooooo
    You come smiling and patting your stomach like ur pregnant or something...
    -_- geez,if i told u i was a mom i bet ud believed it...or either i say i hv 10 kids..wow..
    That expression on ur face-so fake...u look so plastic...

    Why is it...when i jus wan a lil lil lil favour which is dun bother me when im sleeping,studying,drawing,reading IN SCHOOL IS SO HARD!

    3 weirdoes after me...What am i???ANOTHER WEIRDO !!! GAWD! I dun wan 2 be attacked by  tat! Doesnt mean i  dun hv a clique or grp i stick means I need u 2 entertain me! Im fine! IVE LEARNED to be ALONE!
    No one cares for me -so?U dun need 2 bring me in2 ur world-freaky Dam no!
    I can live - trust me..Ive learned alot so far in this school @_@
    I know I look bored-I AM BORED -_- if u mean i look bored then live wid it
    Im no changing cos some ppl are unhappy wid me!
    Look at urself b4 u look at me..Im not the girl who you'd think I'll help you
    Ive changed..When i was younger I tried pleasing ppl..
    Now whether you like it or not - Im not gonna make u smile or wad..I dun need u 3 2 live =_=

    Nw bug off or ill use my mosquitoe swatter and smash u!
    Weird ppl jus seem 2 follow me everywhr..AM i weird?
    -_- i dun care!
    call me emo or wad..IM NOT GONNA LAUGH OR PRETEND IM FINE!
    If im upset-jus let me cry and stop makin a big fuss out of it!

    THE END!

     

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

  • Chapter 6 (2) : Midnite light and tears

     

     

     

    It was 12.30 am.The study room was dim,only the moonlight shone brightly into the carpeted floor.There laid Odette who passed out after Victoria’s harsh slapping and brutal beating.Only the sounds heard were the sounds of the old grandfather clock . Clak.Clak.Clak.Every oscillation of the pendulum made the night seem quiet and mysterious.

    The blonde –brownish haired girl slowly opened her eyes.She slowly blinked and finally she had a clear picture of where she was .

    “God,that was stupid “she whispered to herself and sat upright.Her blouse was crumpled and so was her school skirt.Her school bag was on the other side of the study room,her books were spreaded on the floor.She turned to look at her cell phone.6 miss calls,7 sms.

    Aiden.She wondered-her heart was thumping fast as she open to see the messages.
    Total messages from Aiden were 5 and 2 were from Clara.She gulps.Her throat dry and she wanted to dial his number,but she couldnt.She lost her voice from the screaming and yelling.
    Odette held the cell phone close to her and cried.

    Paula opened the door to find Odette on the floor crying.She rushed to the poor child.
    “Its alright there.”she hugged Odette.Odette rest her head on Paula’s shoulder and cried.

    Jacob walked pass by the room and hurried to his sister.

    “Odette,why you crying?”he sat next to her and played with her fingers.
    She didnt answer.She shook her head and smiled

    “I’ m alright,Jacob.” She sneezed and wiped her tears .

    Paula admired the bravery in this girl.Although she lost her place to cry to,she still managed to carry on with life and smiled.

    “If there was someone who can save this girl”Paula sighed and helped her up.

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    “ODETTE!Are you okay?”Aiden rushed to her place as everyone surrounded her desk.Everyone turned to look at the blued eyed boy.

    She smiled and waved at him.Odette came to school with a swollen cheek and a few bruises on her arm.

    “I’m fine,Aiden”she tried to assure him but her friends knew she was hiding something.
    “You don’t look fine.What happened,Odette?”his voice seemed worried.The blonde haired lowered her head and shook her head.

    “Hmm mm,its nothing.Really”she said.Clara sighed and crossed her arms.

    “Odette,you wouldn’t have those if you did nothing.”

    “Yeah,tell us,Odette”Kristine sat next to her.

    The blonde haired sighed and stood up.She didnt look at anyone and walked out of the class.
    Odette was about to cry,everyone cared about her but she coudln’t tell anyone her misery.



    “She’s been acting kind of lately”Clara decided to follow Odette when Aiden grabbed her arm.

    “Let her go,she needs to be alone”he said calmly.

    “Oh why  not you go catch her then,eh?You like Odette right?”Kristine interrupted.
    Everyone smiled and agreed.

    “Go on ,she’s waiting”Marcus made a ‘go-get-her’gesture at him.

    Aiden rolled his eyes and walked out of the class.

    “Looks like he wanted to chase her but didn’t dare”Clara giggled.

    “Cut him off some slack,he’s just shy and he has his own way of caring for her”Dan said as he placed his book down on the table.

    It was a time for Aiden to show that he really cared for his favourite girl,Odette.It really was time.
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    She was walking aimlessly in the music auditorium. He slowly  opened the door and watched her sit on the piano chair .Her hands slowly opened the piano and her hands slow caressed the piano  keys . Her head lowered as she played a sonata.


    Part 2 : The sonata has jus begun

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

  • Chapter 6 : So close



    "MOM!!DON"T GO!!!!!WHY YOU LEAVING US!!!"a young girl of the age of 5 ran after a medium sized figure.She was running as fast as her little feet could carry her.Panting,huffing,trying to reach out for the lady in blue a blue sundress walking who was walking straight,without looking back.

    "MOMMY!"the young one yelled as she stretched her hand to grip her mother's wrist.
    Wait.The girl stopped chasing.She was shivering.The lady in the blue dress was walking into a blanket of darkness.Dissapearing in front of the girl's eyes in a split second as she walked into it.The girl cried.

    "MOMMMMY"

    "ODETTE!ARE YOU ALRIGHT?"a guy's voice woke the blonde haired up.She looked around to find her asleep on his shoulder.She gasped and cried.

    "Had a nightmare ,huh?"he asked.She cried and this made Aiden worried.
    "AIDEN!"she hugged him and cried.
    He blinked and looked at her.
    Gasp.She's hugging him.He gulped and his mind went blank for a minute.
    Was he suppose to hug her?Kiss her?Wait,no.He can't kiss her for no apparent reason.
    He hugged her and allowed her head to rest on his broad shoulder.

    "Just cry it out,kay?"his gip lossened but her grip tighten as her tears endlessly flowed out.
    She didnt say a word,her eyes were red,puffy and she was hugging Aiden.
    As he put an arm around her,she calmed down and she finally stopped crying.

    "That was better,right?"he asked.
    She dared not look at him but she pulled away and bowed her head.
    "Thank you,Aiden"she wiped her eyes and coughed.
    "Hey,its about time you get some rest.Why not you sleep?I'll let wait while you sleep"he smiled .
    She nodded and climbed into her bed and slept.

    "I wish I could be there for you always,Odette"he whispered to himself as he pulled a chair and sat next to her bed.She looked so peaceful when she sleeps.It was as though an angel was sleeping in the bed.Her face had this tender smile as she slept.

    After 10 minutes,Paula came into the room and informed Aiden could leave.
    He nodded and placed his index finger on his lips to Paula to indicate to be quiet.Paula nodded and excused herself of the room.He grabbed his black jacket and he took Odette by the hand.

    "Odette,I know I have no idea what you're going through but I always wanted to be the person who you could rest your head on,the one who would hold your hand and held you tight."he leaned in and kissed her forehead.
    He left the princess to her slumber.Hoping her dreams will be filled with pleasant and beautiful ones.

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    "ODETTE,COME DOWN HERE THIS INSTANCE!"Victoria's voice called.Nasty.
    Odette just came back from school.She walked into the living room to find Victoria seated on the green sofa.Along with her was Henry .

    "Yes,grandma?"she asked.
    Victoria walked to the child and slapped the girl hard.
    "You have been with this boy often haven't you?"the harsh grandmother asked,her voice stern,her eyes-as fierce as ever.
    Odette rubbed her red cheek and answered

    "What if I did,grandma?"she answered back.Her patience has run out-it was time for her to finally stand on her own ground.
    "How dare you answer me?You know you have no right to speak in this house with that attitude of yours.If I ever see that boy again,you're going to get it,understand?"she said sternly.

    Odette finally said something worse than what Victoria said,

    "What do you mean by that,grandma?If Im not allowed to be with him,so how can you be with Chancellor Henry.Grandpa's still around and you made a promise to him to be with him always.So how can you tell as if you never done anything,grandmother."Odette finally fired another one back.

    She needed to clean her mother's name.Enough was enough.She didnt want to be the girl who cried and hid.She's already 16 and shes run out of patience.

    Victoria went absurd pulled Odette by the hair and slapped her.Odette yelled and screamed.
    Henry watch as he smoked a pipe and looked at Victoria abusing Odette.

    "Ya know ,lil girl.Its best to shut your mouth."he said.

    Odette yelled and cried.

     

    End of chapter 6 part 1 : FIghting back for what Ive lost .Lose what I gain

     

Sunday, 08 June 2008

  • Chapter 5 : The more I see you,the more I want you....

     

    “Why does it have to be like this?”Odette wondered.
    “What do you mean always like this?”Paula asked as Odette was playing with her pen.
    “I don’t know,grandma,stuff,mom..everything seemed like they happened for no reason.”the blued eyed shrugged and hugged herself.

    “Everything happens for a reason,Odette.If it weren’t for a reason,why would fate allow it?

    “Fate?Hah.Victoria and Henry are two of the world’s most stupid people,especially Henry.Why would she like that witch?”the frustrated teen twirled the ends of her hairs with her index fingers.

    “That’s clearly a statement,eh?”Paula replied.

    Odette smiled and left the dining table and walked to the big door-which lead to the outside of the house.

    It was raining outside,Odette smiled as she sat on of the chairs at the veranda.She loved watching the rain fall.


        Rain,Rain go away,come again another day.She wondered.


    Now she wants the rain to stay,sometimes we would wish for the rain to come and sometimes we want it gone?
    She hugged her blue jacket closer to her.The time was 8 at night,it was dark and cold-an autumn night .

    Mom,why did you leave us so fast?We miss you so much ,mom.I know you’re watching us from above.

    Odette whispered to herself and closed her eyes to hear the sound of rain fall on the roof top,the sounds of the precious rain falling.She missed the peace she once had.
    To her suprise,she heard sounds of something pedaling.Wait,she was trying to identify the sound.She thought it was the neighbour’s kids.Wait,the kids would never come out late at night.
    She opened her eyes to find Aiden on his bike ,smiling at her.

    “HEY ODETTE!” he parked his bike at the corner and waved to her.She stood up and walked towards him and smiled .

    “Good evening ,Aiden” she said as they both looked at each other in the eye.PAUSE!They both blushed and looked away.Aiden,as the gentlemen coughed and started a conversation.

    “Wow,its cold out here,right?” Aiden said as he looked towards the sky.

    “Yeah...it is..”she smiled .

    Odette sneezed.He quickly took his coat and placed it on her shoulders.She was caught by suprise and looked at him.
    “You’re gonna catch a cold,take it back”she said.
    “Nah,u have it.You’re gonna get sick.You kno what,why not you go in first.Ill see you tomorrow.”before Aiden could grab his bike,Odette’s eyes widen and she grabbed Aiden and ran into the house.

    “ODETTE!HEY!WHATS GOIN ON?”he said.The blonde haired hurried into her room and pushed him into her walk-in closet.

    “Just stay here for 10 minutes”she said and closed the door.
    He blinked and wondered-what am I doing in a GIRLS walk- in closet?He pressed his ears against the door to hear the door opening.

    “Yes ,grandma?”Odette said as she stood up.
    “Did I just see you with a boy outside?”Victoria became suspicious.
    The blonde haired kept quiet
    “Well,I will take it as a yes if you..”
    “I wasn’t with anybody “her voice stern,firm .

    WOW.Odette never had this voice .Wait,she never shown this other side of her life.

    “Im not convinced.You  know I’m always watching you,Odette”Victoria left the room with the IF-I-SEE-A-GUY-YOU’RE-GONNA-GET-IT look.
    Oodette couldnt give a bother and slammed the door close as Victoria left.

    “Come out,Aiden..and be quiet”she said as she opened the closet door.

    “Oh okay..and why are we being quiet?Is something wrong?”he asked.

    “Grandma’s gonna kill me if she finds out you’re in here.”she sat next to him as they both had no idea what to say.

    “ I guess I shouldn’t have came..Sorry,Odette.”he apologized and lowered his head.

    She shook her head and smiled

    “Its okay.Grandma’s just grandma.”she smiled and yawned.

    “hey if you’re feeling tired,you can go ahead and sleep first.I’ll find my way out”he smiled and assured her.

    “No,its not polite.Ill wait with you until grandma’s gone”she said and picked her cell up.


    “Paula,is Victoria still around?”she said while placing her left hand on her hips.

    “Yes,why the question?”

    “Aiden’s up in my room.”she answered.

    “Oh,could you guys wait till 12?I have a feeling she’s having a meeting with Henry in the living hall”

    “Alright then”she ended the call and sighed.


    “Uhm..Aiden..You have to wait till 12...My grandma would be out by that time”she said as she sneezed.

    “You should sleep 1st,Ill wait till 12 am.”he  said.

    “NO,thats rude.I’ll wait till you go.You’re the guest,and I can’t leave you alone.”she insisted and shook her head.

    “You sure?I mean its okay with me if you want to sleep,I don’t mind” he smiled but Odette shook her head.

    “No,its not alright.” He sound assuring”You’re sick,I can’t let you wait on my behalf,”he said.

    The stubborn blond haired girl still shook her head and decided they both watch tv.

    “yeah,I think that would be best “he smiled and sat next to Odette on the sofa and watched tv.He felt so odd since he’s in HER House,ON her sofa,watching with her tv,wow..a dream come true for a guy eh.Watching tv with the girl he loves.How romantic.Odette tied her hair into a ponytail and grabbed her blanket from her bed.

    “What you watching,Aiden?”she asked

    “I don’t know,some show.”he replied  with a faint smile.

    She was toungue tied for a moment.She had no idea what to talk ever since they met each other often and yes,they’re eyes  locked a few times.Her blue eyes did make him blush and smile.
    For a moment there she never felt so akward being near him,his smile,his eyes,they werent anything new but now they had these sort of ‘thing’which made her quiet and she dared not look at him straight into his  eyes..She’s in love...Yes,she doesn’t admit it but she is..Her heart throbs as he comes closer to her.Her hands go warm when they both hold hands or even when their hands accidentally hit each other.

    “ Oh,okay”she answered.She was shy and they both felt so akward being together.On the same couch,and she was in this blue top and a black skirt.He smiled as helooked at her .She dared not look at him but she tried to peep from the corners of her eyes.She wanted to just lean her head on his shoulder and wondered how it felt like.

    *I wanted to feel what it was just to be with someone I want to trust someone for once.Just someone....for me to rest my head on.Just for a moment*she thought

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